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I Feel So Responsible

Filed Under (Anxiety, Daily Posts) by Cynthia Blue [More Me!] on 08-05-2008

Tagged Under : Anxiety, Confidence, Medication, Mental Health, social anxiety, Work

Well this morning I gave a training class at work. I have to admit, it makes me feel responsible. Like I’m getting something done. And I will admit, too, that I’m rather proud of myself. There were ten people in the class, and I was only a little nervous.

A couple of years ago, and before the Zoloft, I would have been a wreck. Thank the gods for drugs.

And I also know the subject matter a lot more than I did just a year ago. Which definitely helps me. I didn’t even have to go in overly prepared like I did the first time I gave the training. I’m a programmer, not an accountant… so I ask the accountants, the students, what they want, and I can, pretty much, put something together.

So yup, I feel responsible, mature, and proud of myself that I can give a training class. Really, I never thought I’d be able to.

I’m going to Colorado tomorrow morning, too, so this might be my last post for the weekend. No Hilton Head rental for me, though, I’m staying at the cheap Motel in Colorado to do dog agility!

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Molly [More Me!] on 08.05.2008 at 18:15 (Reply)

I am proud of you too! And I totally understand!
Hope that you have a great time in Colorodo (at least you are not in that cold camper!)
Take Care

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Molly on 08.05.2008 at 18:15 (Reply)

I am proud of you too! And I totally understand!
Hope that you have a great time in Colorodo (at least you are not in that cold camper!)
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Leigh [More Me!] on 09.05.2008 at 09:27 (Reply)

WOOT! I am so proud of you!!

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Leigh on 09.05.2008 at 09:27 (Reply)

WOOT! I am so proud of you!! Leighs last blog post..<a href="http://eternal-flux.com/?p=315" rel="nofollow">Have you got yours?</a>
rennrad [More Me!] on 09.05.2008 at 11:11 (Reply)

Waiting for your return Back and also wait for the exited information after coming from Colorodo.

Take care.

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rennrad on 09.05.2008 at 11:11 (Reply)

Waiting for your return Back and also wait for the exited information after coming from Colorodo.

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Christy [More Me!] on 09.05.2008 at 14:00 (Reply)

You rock!
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Christy on 09.05.2008 at 14:00 (Reply)

You rock!
Karen on 11.05.2008 at 20:57 (Reply)

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Karen [More Me!] on 11.05.2008 at 20:57 (Reply)

Way to go!

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