Luna Tail

Well, I took the bull by the horns and I think I’m going to pay for it emotionally in a week or so. Because although I act tough, really I’m a big pansy. But I like pansies, they are pretty flowers don’t you think? LOL

Anyway, hopefully my emotional stamina will hold up to the task. And I have support, so that is a good thing. And it’s a good thing I did, really. I’m trying to make something better instead of just bailing out. And I know… those who are established don’t like change, so we’ll see how it goes. But I figure I owe it to all the suffragettes who did so much for women’s rights all those years ago.

And hopefully I won’t need to go to any drug rehabs after I get through this… as emotional trials are difficult for me. But hey, it’s my hobby, it’s not like it’s rocket science or anything! And I have my own personal meds to help me out and use as a tool I can lean on. And I think they are helping a lot.

I’m just kinda funny sometimes, because I bite off a big chunk of something, then fall apart emotionally and am not able to get through it. So this is a learning experience, and I want to get through it. So I may go through some hard times, but we’ll see how it goes and I want to stick with it.

Day 10